forget the death of me

Tuesday, May 31

alright. i've had enough. this is it. you pushed me to my limits. can't you just leave me alone. or just get out of my life for once. you gave me disappointments after disappointments. you made me pissed time after time. you screwed my life totally. you added tons of misery to my freaking life. pleasurable ain't? you know what. i just can't wait to leave. to get away. away from you. yea hear me right and hear me well. thats all i have to say to you.

i miss you

2:52 PM

Sunday, May 29

you know what they say
no hope,no disappointment
i've been through too many disappointments
losing all my hopes

11:51 AM

Friday, May 27

i've grown to realise
pain will never fade away
you'll just get used to it over time

thanks for the good time. gonna miss you a whole lot. i love you.

8:38 PM

Saturday, May 21

i've never expected all these oppositions to come about
don wanna go through this anymore
the fear of spending each day
hoping to live it through
when will the sun shine again
when will the sky turn blue once more
i thought i've been through it all
how long more can i take this
everything seems to have turned upside down
my world is no longer the same
my life took a turn for the worse
i'm losing it
please god
don leave me alone...

7:47 PM

Sunday, May 15

go on
ground me for the rest of my life for all i care
life's like living hell anyway
i've had enough
thanks for all the misery you caused

utterly disappointed

5:16 PM

Friday, May 13

screwed bio
screwed my mid year
srewed my life
great now i'm grounded
i saw it coming
guessed i asked for it
can't do anything but just wait for time to pass me by
and hope i'll gain the trust back again
time is all i need
for now i'll just sit back and do nothing but wait

god,give me faith

5:16 PM

Thursday, May 12

What would you say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
These memories can't replace,
These wishes I wished and dreams I chased
Take this broken heart and make it right
I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me
Take my hand and never let me go
I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

i know nothing i say or do can change the fact that i've really hurt you. i'll do anything to make it up to you. thats right anything darling. you mean so much to me. really hurts to see you sad. i'll wipe those tears off your face. every tear you shed left my heart torn and shattered. please smile again. you are everything to me. i'm glad to say that my heart has found its home at last.
ich liebe dich. =)

7:25 AM

Sunday, May 8

think i'm losing it
just wanna wake up from this nightmare
will someone just get it
end my misery
and give me peace

my heart is still with you

10:45 AM