i guess its all a matter of time management. i'm so not coping well. not getting the results of my hard work. maybe i didnt work hard enough. or maybe i just couldnt make it
i'm struggling everyday. using the excuse of tomorrow to deal things that are meant to be done. i know the epectations they have of me. i want to make them proud as well as give an account to myself. i wanna look back and smile. to enjoy the fruits of my labour. to know that i've done my best and look ahead of me instead of dwelling upon what could have been. i want to pursue my dream instead of fixing my shattered dreams. there're many deadlines to meet. distractions to handle. revisions to be done. people to please. but most of all. i want to satisfy whats within. the relief and joy of more than a dream come true. thats what i want.


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