i'm not gonna have another sibling anymore
its weird, the suprise went as fast as it came
i even got the name ready
like roxanne, zachery
oh well blessing in disguise perhaps
oh baby i'm a fool for you
Sunday, August 27
its weird, the suprise went as fast as it came
i even got the name ready
like roxanne, zachery
oh well blessing in disguise perhaps
oh baby i'm a fool for you
Thursday, August 24
have been so busy lately
lots to do, so little time
i feel neglected around you guys
different schedules and all
i cant do much about it i guess
perhaps we'll just pick up from where we left off some time later
when we all have more time to spare
i just wanna say
i miss all of you so badly
Thursday, August 17
i screwed up my piano exam!
it was horrible
i cant sight sing for nuts
oh well i'm so glad its over
time is passing so quickly now
if only we could buy time
i feel so random now
with so many things on my mind
man i need a break from everything
thanks mel and julia for listening =)
i'll be there as soon as i can
Wednesday, August 9
if it really has to end this way
know that i've given my best shot trying to work things out
you've been my major source of joy for weeks now
and this is definately not easy for me
forgive me for giving you up like that
i'm gonna miss you so, my darling
i wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me
wanted to be anything different,
everything you would change in me.
Sunday, August 6
tears from yesterday carry on through tomorrow
these words were to soft spoken and
i don't want to regret anything
no letter could express this fear i feel inside
but I'll write it anyway
your name will be the last from my lips
your face the last image in my eyes
don't let the wind blow and take this all away
only in death will we rise
i'll leave final words and pray better days
my voice a vague memory washed away by your tears
it's hard to contemplate the obvious
but you're strong eough to make it through
i know that it's crazy
how you seem to phase me
when nothing else matters but that all escapes me
this is a new trip, got to get a better grip
a day in the life and you know
i'm going to take it
and then you turn and walk away
before i have a chance to say
i know that you can make this all okay
try to make my way through
but it's all i can do
cause i keep coming back and all i think about is you
Thursday, August 3
school has been good these days
except from some stupid comments by a certain someone
we have to deal with pretty often
but since, it has become a form of entertainment lately
unfaithful
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well