attendance for self training was quite pathetic yesterday
and coach hasnt been really coaching us like back then in the holidays
i feel like ive lost the competitiveness and maybe a bit of passion
hectic school life and the heavy workload is taking its toll on me
this year, we'll play against AJC/ACJC/CJC/RJC for nationals
its scary to even think about it, i'd really like to be more optimistic but circumstances permit me
its coming to an end of january and im starting to feel like ive got no life
well studies is priority now and i really want to work hard for what i want in life
