forget the death of me

Saturday, March 31

my chinese teacher is annoying

made me make an exact copy of a writeup just because i didnt have my bloody textbook

that bitch! TSK TSK

four sides of foolscap okay! NO JOKE! 2 hours of writting

then melvin "announced" that he'll help me(which he didnt but hes gonna buy me lunch)

haha jerome, yichuan and clement did though

then i met eric again!

ate ice cream THREE times today

GOD food is really too tempting and bloody sinful

we're going clark quay next time

you know the central,im so loving that place

i came to a devastating realisation that i've got some serious attitude problem

i need anger management BADLY

i mean like,i get irritated almost all the time

and anyone has the potential of causing me to get annoyed

by little things they do

like asking something which i perceived as dumb or like DUH WHY DONT YOU GET IT

oh well i need to CHANGE!

okay here are some pics of my little sister! and my beloved grandma

EVER SEEN A $12.90 APPLE

12:52 AM

Wednesday, March 28

I NEED TO STAY AWAKE FOR CHEM LECTURES
OMG WHOEVER SEES ME SLEEPING SHOULD GIVE ME A TIGHT SLAP

i feel random

my name is victoria hii shen tei@ lim yu xin
how many of you actually know that!

can we have a jas thm outing soon!
i miss you ALL

my eye candy has a girlfriend
and he looks like a very sweet boyfriend

7:45 PM

Tuesday, March 27

AN UNSUCCESSFUL ATTEMPT TO PON CHEM PRACTICAL

at first,it was only yichuan and i who didnt want to go

in the end,our class is so spontaneous that 11 of us all did it together

WE SKIPPED PRACTICAL AND WANTED TO GO OUT FOR LUNCH

and yes,on our way there, stupid hong zhiyang kept calling jerome

then even threatened to give us detention till seven tomorrow

then mel called him back

he was like "come back NOW(loud), NOW(louder this time), NOW(loudest)

like you know, crescendo

we decided to go back in the end to entertain him

when we got back

he was like "where ARE you all"

right here i thought

he cant even get his grammer right okay

but he dealt with us very lightly

did nothing actually, except for the nagging

we should have just stayed outside and face the music tomorrow

still,its the class spirit thats really great about this class

lost my navel stud during pe

had to searched the whole damn field

and i found it in the end!part of it at least.YAY

this is what we eat in school

much better like that

damn sinful but so CHEAP!

played BINGO during chinese

THATS ALL

4:55 PM

OMG DID I MENTION MY PRINCIPAL SUCKS
he doesnt behave like one
stormed into our class today,with a CANE
catching people with no tie on and guys with long hair
yes he interrupted our class,which i must say is VERY disturbing
in addition,he wears sandals with socks
like eewww,totally gross
who does that now? maybe only if its a dare
he's balding somemore,really reminded me of those uncles wearing white singlets sitting with one leg on the chair at the hawker centre
he even conversed with us in mandarin
TSK TSK

my grandma is here from australia!
for a week! YAY =D

del! was so happy to see your text. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY =(

12:55 AM

Sunday, March 25

i was talking to my dad and this was how our conversation went

me:i wanna go tanning at sentosa soon
dad:you go there wear bikini or swimming costume tan what?want to go, go to those nude beaches in australia la
me:huh you allow?
dad:you all so old already, i also cannot control you all forever

HAHA.OMG he finally got it
forcing things down on us is just WRONG
you make sense, i'll listen
so you see, communication is very very important

catching a show with my family later!

i was drawn by the way you talk about your friends
like how they mean the world to you

4:00 PM

Saturday, March 24

met up with eric today
ate at kenny rogers
we ordered so much food that there was a lot of leftovers in the end!
then gelare again
brandied cherry is AWESOME!
i think i really bore him a lot today
made him shop with me!haha
thanks for not complaining!
and even offered to carry stuff for me
and pay for the food
hes like super nice la
one of the nicest guys i know,seriously
not forgetting that hes a very very good listener
we must go to changing appetites next time!
im sorry you had to rush to meet me
and had to meet the guys late because you came to meet me
all the best for tomorrow's competition
im right behind you! all the way!

just talked to EILEEN HOO
omg,she's damn funny
i really miss the bitching
i can still remember that day at the gym
where we pushed each other to do 200sit ups
and a lot of other reps
and after that, we'll go food court,
eat horfun and drink ice lemon tea
all those times we spend together
camwhoring during chem prac,in toilets,indulging in our lian yong buns,complaining abt calories,singing songs we love,and chatting on the phone at 2plus,
i miss hearing her say "BASKET" when she complains
and all the excited 'HEEEEEES' and the way she laughs
and also, all the funny random stuff she likes to draw on my arms

this is for joanna
yes its been four years!
and our friendship is still solid as gold
you know EVERYTHING about me
and theres really nothing to hide when you're concerned
it all began in sec3 that we became closer
we used to squabble alot back in lower sec
we were so stupid and childish!
remember that time we took class picture and we had to stand next to each other when we were on bad terms?
and our dirty little secret in the toilet?
and the world cup period where we both lost a lot of money!
and this one time we hugged in class and ms teo scolded us
and all the time mrs tay call out our names for not doing homework
together with del!
stupid bio practicals,i bet that liver is still rotting under the table
and chem lessons with the rest of tea family
and so many more!
omg i cant believe time pass so quickly
i love long long phone calls with you!
talking abt everything under the sun
i do treasure you a lot
we're not gonna see each other often now
but it doesnt matter,im just a call away!
cause we're gonna be as close as ever,or even closer
absence makes the heart grows fonder
yes its true!
i love you my baby jo! forever and ever! =)

im a very very lucky girl
i have many many nice friends
and people who care about me
and i love my family
though i complain a lot abt them,
they are still my top priority
and right now, i feel that theres nothing more i can ask for
cause im really satisfied with what i have and what god has provided for me
hope daddy's business improves
and then we can upgrade our standard of living and move house!

i realised i like people to text me in the middle of the night
so theres something to read once im up
okay random

FOOD

LOOK AT HIS DREAMY EYES

i look FAT! but who cares. one of my few pictures with eric!

9:57 PM

Friday, March 23

today is GAMING day
we sat in the canteen for hours
playing TOM AND JERRY AND BUBBLE PUZZLE!
bridge is like a lot more fun
but we got caught playing INDIAN POKER yesterday
im so loving my friends,
namely yichuan, rebekah, lingdi, jalaine, jasmine
we all EAT a lot
practically every break!
hockey training was pretty boring yesterday
until the last part
oh might be k-boxing with jacklyn on sun! =)

RANDOM PICTURES TAKEN CAUSE OF INTENSE BOREDOM

7:28 PM

Thursday, March 22

nothing much been going on
just feel like ranting here!
SCHOOL IS REALLY BORING ME OUT
LIKE OMG CAN I LIKE SWITCH TO POLY NOW
its like a waste of time seriously
my math lecturer sucks big time
and my school gym sucks
everything is rusty and old and it STINKS
well i think i have pretty nice friends now
thank god theres them
or school will be HELL
im meeting BESTIE tomorrow!
yay =D

i need a lot of money now
it can buy MY happiness

8:09 PM

Tuesday, March 20

oh my friends and i were talking about pick up lines today
theres this stupid one
"hi my name is jing wan (in mandarin), you can call me tonight"
must say in a SEXY voice la
HAHA
i still like
"do i have to ask for your number or are you gonna give it to me"
its just PERFECT
a little demanding, yet not too much that it annoys
confident and very direct

omg i took the wrong bus home today
was almost on the verge of tears
felt so lost not knowing where i was heading to
and when i came home
guess what!
two NAKED boys walked out of the lift
they're like kids la
but still, hello?!
what happened to clothes? and parents to educate?
it was not a pretty sight at all

schools fine today
though there was 4.5 hours to kill
once you have a group of friends you feel comfortable with
everything just gets better
i miss my friends a lot
so so much =(

i wish i knew you earlier
im trying to, but its hard

5:07 PM

Sunday, March 18

MORE PICTURES FROM THE OTHER DAY!
=D

OMG YOU'RE DRIVING ME CRAZY YOU KNOW THAT
THIS SUCKS, EVERYTHING SUCKS
LETS HIT RESTART,CAN WE?

10:03 PM

can you blveiee taht you can aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht i am tpiyng?

read the papers today
according to a reasearcher at Cambridge University,
it does not matter in what order the letters in a word appear
the only important thing is that the first and the last letters are in the right place
and this is only possible as our mind does not read every letter by itself
instead, we read the word a sa whole
so interesting

oh my sister gave me a riddle today
"what has two eyes, one nose, a pair of ears and likes to SCOLD people?"
AND GUESS WHAT
its my MUM!
haha i totally laughed my ass off
funny how four year olds think

went BAB NOODLE for dinner
there used to be one at j8 three years ago
a place with nice memories

9:40 PM

Saturday, March 17

eileen crashed my place today!
omg i miss you like HELL i swear
school without you SUCKS MIG TIME laa
we've both decided to join hockey
and will probably meet at a match someday
YAY! thank you girl, you are truly the best thing that happened to me in NY
im so glad i met you =)

i miss caleb chan
havent seen him since the posting of the results, spoke on the phone occasionally
yet, he understand me so well
looking back, he was the one who was there for me through my darkest moments
we caught up from where we left off
it was like the old times, so unforgetable
the teasings and the bitching
MUCH <3

jacklyn! i feel neglected by you! =((

A LOVER I DONT HAVE TO LOVE?

10:45 PM

Thursday, March 15

today is a very very SINFUL day
went for sakae buffet and ATE so much
XS ordered EVERYTHING on the menu
and we ended up playing "i never" to finish up the leftovers
we sat there for THREE hours, with 15 mins of toilet break
then after that, bev and i walked all the way from ps to orchard mrt
its so NEAR! i never knew, how dumb
okay all in all, it was simply great to catch up with you XS!
and nice to know you bev, as well as the two guys(i forgot the names)

FOOD

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oh, my sister was like telling me
that if i find myself not getting enough attention in school
this should do the trick
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11:34 PM

i dont like the feeling of being left hanging,
do you?

is it not normal to not expect someone to do something you wouldnt do?
the hardest lesson in life is getting to know yourself?

9:40 AM

Wednesday, March 14

i received a message thats really gonna start my day on a good note
i know you've always been around, no matter what
thank you hanlim,
it has been great knowing you
i wore your bracelet yesterday, love it! =)
and also to all those people who cheered me up,thank you!
its not the end of the world
two years(WOW730days)and i'll be FREE

mels coming over later!
nice to have people coming over
YAY

9:35 AM

Monday, March 12

"no one is born happy,but all of us are born with the ability to create happiness"

this is so appropriate, and at the same time so thought provoking
and it brings us back to the whole topic of contentment again
seriously, if one can learn to be grateful for everything he/she has
wouldnt life be a lot simpler and happier
there would be regrets, no dwelling on the if onlys
and it is only then people learn to really treasure those around them
seriously, simple three words like "i love you" has become so cliche
people hardly even mean them anymore
if there's such thing as what they call true love
people wouldnt fall in love more than once
you see, this world is becoming so superficial
too much imperfection i would say
that it has the ability to make living a drag sometimes

okay i have great friends and a wonderful family
so i should learn to be grateful
and to be honest, i really am
thank you god, not forgetting the trails you put me through
like what del always say
everything happens for a reason
and i wanna believe in that

8:02 PM

Sunday, March 11

I NEED A MIRACLE NOW, BADLY
ass, just found out that lim chong yan is in charge of appeal cases
i really shouldnt have skipped her class
and be late for school for EIGHT times
this is getting really hopeless
im so tired
SCREW THIS

one thing to look forward to now
gym training tomorrow at NY!
and im meeting eileen earlier
YAY!
had so much fun with the db girls yesterday
man it'll be hard to part now
oh well, you see
in life, being contented is very very important
too bad i didnt see that earlier
now i have to learn it he hard way
tsk tsk, poor vic has to bear all the consequences of her stupid mistake now

okay enough of this shit,
i went to HONG KONG CAFE today!
AWESOME HOT STUFF
i wanna make use of this holiday
and EAT at many places
1) central at taka
2) tcc
3) coffee club
4) pepperlunch
5) hong kong cafe AGAIN
6) food replubic
7) din tai fung
8) changing appetites
okay thats about all

TOMORROW MUST BE A BETTER DAY

10:14 PM

Saturday, March 10

im back from camp!
seriously, who has a three days two nights camp for orientation
okay it was pretty alright towards the end but
I REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS
how can it ever be the same
sigh, this sucks, right now everything sucks
i really screwed up my life this time
perhaps its just a matter of getting used to it now
going for training later, might be the last
so it'll be memorable
ITS MARCH HOLIDAYS, LETS GO EAST COAST!

thank you, my guardian angel
<3

10:22 AM

Tuesday, March 6

check this out! its so NEAT

thanks bobby. =)

10:06 PM

BYE BYE NY, HELLO JJ

leaving ny is quite devastating
i hate goodbyes
i've gotten over thw posting results
well at least i get to start anew
maybe its not such a bad thing
just have to get used to my no more long train rides life
throughout this two months
i've met someone really nice
he's always around whenever i need him
and he never fail to brighten up my day
he's more than willing to send me back even though he'll reach home real late
he tolerates my nonsense and complaints very well
he was as worried as me for my posting results
and he's just the SWEETEST person i've come to know in ny
i hope you see this eric
so you'll know how much i appreciate you
and every little thing you do and say
thank you for going through today with me
you'll be remembered,always =)

and another person im gonna miss like HELL
EILEEN HOO
you're the best thing that happened to me in ny
im really hoping i'll find another like you
we must still meet up and go to hong kong cafe k!

now i feel so far from everyone
it'll be inconvenient to meet up
fuck, this sucks BIG TIME

6:28 PM

Monday, March 5

today must be the GREATEST day for 0718
went to school just for one math tutorial
oh yes, we RAN out of school today
cause gilbert was like looking out for us(like always)
yes finally, the WHOLE class went out and pon the rest of the day
just when the class is getting bonded we're all gonna be seperated! HOW UNFAIR
took forever to decide on the show we're catching
and in the end it was hannibal (FUNNY)
eileen managed to convince yu hui whos totally against horror flicks
by saying, "its not scary one, its just about eating people"
haha it was a pretty awesome day in all
0718 is a nice class to be in
and now, theres so much uncertainty
i can forget about sleeping tonight

the memories remain

8:18 PM

Friday, March 2

had lunch with eileen HOO today
was suppose to go out with the class
but seriously, time alone with skinny bitch is so much better(HAHA)
we just camwhored at the cafe, browsed through magazines
the apple crumble is so good i swear
time really flies. its already the second last day of school
im gonna miss you like hell eileen, my motivator cum personal trainer cum partner in crime
cant wait for monday!
then met up with BESTIE
AT LAST,just the two of us
she woke up at 2.30!
we managed to catch up a lot
and seriously jacklyn, you must call me more often!
and im gonna book you some day next week!
<3

she thinks she's obese

SUPERMAN!

11:52 PM