forget the death of me

Thursday, May 31

okay so we went to yvonne's house
its so freaking nice!and cosy!
but we had to walk so far to get there
worked our ass off,did not fool around
yet we only managed to do a title for the poster!
like 10% or less done overall
HAHA we were all whining and complaining at the last bit
the colouring and the shaking of the markers
the whole process is just tormenting!
and after we've done all that
we realised we still have lots to do!
damn,the models will be alot of HARD work
theres GP test tmr and training!YAY

yvonne's pretty house

OUR HARD WORK =)

8:42 PM

Wednesday, May 30

okay so its just another wednesday
i was contemplating if i should go swimming
and the sun was so tempting
so i gave in
upon reaching,i noticed this guy who kept looking my way
soon after,he made this weird loud sound
so i glared at him,and accidentally saw the most hilarious thing
he was having an erection!HAHAHAHAHA
like omg,whoever has an erection under the hot blazing sun
i mean,how can one harbour kinky thoughts or what so ever at that very moment
I WAS TRYING SO HARD TO CONTAIN MY LAUGHTER THAT I WAS CLOSE TO PINCHING MYSELF
and thats not all,read on
after a little while,he approached me and went
"excuse me girl,can you please help me apply sunblock please?"
i stared at him and could not believe what i just heard
"i mean,erm i cant reach my back"
"what the fuck,you want me to lay my hands on you?!you stranger!!!"
i didnt say that of course,they were many people around
so i just kindly asked him to get the other guys to assist him
and then,he just took his stuff and left!
haha think it was too embarrassing for him to stay on
this incident left me feeling kind of freaked out but somehow it tickles me
i mean,was he really expecting me to apply for him
and what,chat with him while applying and thank him after that for his company?
yes after that,i went to get SEAWEED SHAKER FRIES
sooooo awesome,seaweed fries is loveee
especially when its soggy!
so i tied it really tightly when its still steaming hot
and let it turn soggy and soft,i like it best like that!YUMMY
PW meeting tomorrow!we're getting started at last
but its gonna be boring doing our poster and model
oh well all for the sake of a relatively good grade
at least my group members are fun,but we're quite a bunch of slackers
haha i'll like to see how much work can be completed tomorrow

8:10 PM

some things cannot be left unspoken
things are not the same aymore.you're drifting away.im trying to hold on to you.i know we're living very different lives now.and with our ever clashing schedules,its hard for us to make time for each other.its been bothering me.of how things have become the way they are.how we're so distant yet nobody is doing something to salvage the situation.now,for self reflections,i dont deny that i hardly ever call you anymore.but that doesnt mean i dont care.i just feel that you're always busy with something.or i just catch you at the worst times.i really miss engagin in a proper conversation with you.talking about everything under the sun.our lives.our dreams.im trying babe.and im so affected by the fact that you dont call me up anymore.feels like you dont care as much as you did before.i'd like to turn to you again when i need a lastening ear.like how i used to call you and start screaming or crying due to frustrations.and you'll make me feel better at the end of the day putting a smile on my face.i want to have pure fun with you again.like how we did in china.screaming MCR's lyrics while jumping on the beds.playing SHING.grocery shopping for loads of junk.i miss you dearly jacklyn.and i still love you as much.
it takes two to clap,and im stilll willing to go the extra mile for you.

vic
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12:03 PM

Tuesday, May 29

combed through town yesterday the whole afternoon
my feet was killing me
actually i dont really fancy GSS
the stores are like so messed up and packed with people
managed to get a top from zara.YAY pretty!
my sister says i dont treasure my clothes
and i treat them like trash after a while
thats not entirely true!
its just the old has to make way for the new and better ones right
then met up with hui fern for dinner
we ate at central,the food sucks
to think ive been wanting to eat there for ages
hong kong cafe is still NO.1!
after dinner was looking at cute stuff at the departmental store
ABU'S FAMILY is hui fern's new love and the fugly pig!LOL
there's no training tmr,so sad
think this holidays will only have a few times
we need more trainings!!AHHH

10:44 AM

Sunday, May 27

went for a haircut and got my brows trimmed today
strangely it still hurts a little
but its very neat now,im satisfied
met up with my sister after tuition
then headed over to central for dinner
its such a nice place
bought cinnamon rolls from petite providence
SUPER AWESOME STUFF
i totally agree with my sister that clark quay is a really romantic place
for couples to just take a stroll hand in hand and enjoy each others presence
oh im such a NOOB
just found out what GSS is recently
and yes,its finally here!
GREAT. going shopping tomorrow!YAY
i wanna get so many things,but theres so little time
my last week is so packed!!!!!!!!!!
AHH freaking sad
i want to go SENTOSA
im just afraid that i'll get skin cancer or get eye cataracts in future
since ive been swimming almost every week

my beloved sisters!

10:33 PM

Friday, May 25

omg yesterday was so scary
made wendy rather pissed due to my insensitive comments
thank god we made up in the end
long story but im sure it brought us closer than before =)
it'd be nice if there are no cliques in class
just the whole lot of us together all the time
it has been an awfully busy week
tests every single day since mon
three tests tomorrow(LAST DAY OF SCHOOL)
ah yes, holidays are not OWN leisure time
instead,its more of going back to school,PW,extra classes,trainings
one month will be over in the blink of an eye
actually its never really holidays until As are over

4:53 AM

Wednesday, May 23

i can foresee that the hockey girls will get along just fine
we are going to be united and stand as one
our passion will push us to our limits
and together,we will strive for success =)

11:39 PM

Tuesday, May 22

OMG I FELL ASLEEP DURING ECONS LECTURE
thats not the worst part
when i woke up,the whole row of guys were looking at me
my mouth was half opened when i slept and i drooled a little
SUPER UNGLAM
and stupid melvin took a picture!
next thing i know, the picture was sent to a couple of others
okay then had some econs presentation which i totally screwed
still have doubts on where i went wrong
suppose to head for the gym but went swimming instead
the pool was so empty!sweet
SPA tomorrow!
CHEM SUCKS.VA SUCKS.

12:45 AM

Saturday, May 19

1:29 AM

omg today was so fun!!!!!!!
sheih yinn,yichuan,crystal,jalaine,baozi and i played CATCHING in school today
yup,just running into,out of and around lt5
got alot of stares!
but nevertheless,we had the most awesome time!
took class photo today!at the stairs!
majority of the class skipped math lecture,its becoming a norm
so it was sports day
we were given two hours of break but we cant leave school!
cant even sneak out cause theres security guard!
thank god we managed to keep ourselves enteratined
had fire drill today as well
and nerrine was eating so we accompanied her
and took our time to gather at the field
so if it was the real case of emergency
we would have been burnt to death
i can still recall back in sec school
how they like to make us rush during fire drills
and take our timings,which strictly has to get better each time
okay bikila won today
though i really think bannister fare a whole lot better
yichuan and i went to owens and were there throughout
we cheered for bannister at owens teritory,HAHA!
someone jokingly said the owens people might just bash us up
and oh,we actually survived the whole cheer thing by the irritating person with a high pitched voice

12:11 AM

Tuesday, May 15

i love rainy days!
just so we can reach school slightly later
im starting to enjoy lessons with 07S32
bunch of funny people
especially during chem,with our 'birdy' teacher
he really tries too hard to suppress his laughter
he actually plays along with us now
which is much more entertaining compared to before
teachers like mr wee get so mad at us all the time
"i teach you all 5 mins,scold you all 10 mins. in the end. you all dont learn anything.."
"can you guys please be more cooperative,im trying to get somehthing done here"
it goes on and on
for the first time in my life,my class is really ROWDY,which is not entirely a bad thing
was so freaking tired today
slept during chem again!
even when the mentos was in my mouth
school is so exhausting really,and finally napfa is over!
training tomorrow!
hopefully everyone will turn up and we can really start training

i cant help but to dwell on what could have been

6:25 PM

Sunday, May 13

omg im actually hungry now
feel like taking a cab down to prata house now!
past usual dosage of plain prata and teh tarik!heavenly
die,famine camp must survive without food for 30 hours
thats damn pathetic,must ask everyone to sneak food there
then we can have a picnic when they are all asleep
island creamery on monday!
YAY can hardly wait

2:07 AM

Saturday, May 12

finally the weekends have come again
a short break from school is what i need
its only two freaking weeks left
and theres still so many tests
this weekend is gonna feel funny
daddy has gone to Korea
im missing his presence already
=(

met jianwei for a little while today
caught up from where we left off
man seeing danial today really made me reminisce on the NY days
OG13,O718,DB
all the fond memories shall never be erased
tell me,when will JJ start to be more exciting

im going to get body butter!
funny how im intrigued by things like that
like hand lotion,bath soap,body mist,moisturizer etc
i love nice natural scent
so alluring

two more weeks! YAY

12:22 AM

Wednesday, May 9

had training today
hockey must be the best thing that happened to me in JJ
love the people,love the sport
watched jj superstar,wasnt too bad
though the majority of the songs that were sang was in chinese
celebrated lek wei's birthday today
gave him a painless, cheap BOOB JOB
haha see the pistures below!
during chem lecture, the results of the test were screened
and we're the 18th,out of like 38 classes
thats not as bad as i imagined
well,we'll work harder next time
ohh yes napfa 5 items tomorrow!
AH I CANT JUMP
so dreading it

LEK WEI'S BIRTHDAY

PRETTY!

the memorable gift

cleavage!

OH,WHAT PLEASURE

messed up kid

7:55 PM

Monday, May 7

today was spent at westmall
its so empty and boring
ate at pastamania,its as horrible as ever
then library,and BK
was suppose to study with jerome
but we ended up talking instead
he only did one question of econs data response!
ohh we came across very pretty spectacles
its really nice
havent worn spectacles out in ages
gonna get a new pair soon
talked to XS on the phone today
and its really like what bev said
that her blog kind of just expresses clearly a person's inner desires
yea,gonna see her real soon
i need to start saving, for retail therapy with eileen

i dont love you,like i do,yesterday

7:36 PM

Sunday, May 6

ahhhh! i actually wrote a pretty long post
then i pressed the wrong thing
damn have to retype
oh i saw cedar girls doing flag day that day
and they actually put eye liner
like with school uniform?
thats so wrong,i mean its not like you belong to the school of seduction or something
theres econs test tomorrow
damn damn damn
havent even started studying
im not even done with the case study
it makes me sleepy everytime i start on it
back to school again
boy,how mundane school life is
and how demanding the teachers are
its merely five days,but it feels like forever
why cant the weekends be longer
all the tests and written assignments,spa trial
i need to WHINE!!!!!!
school life is no fun,like seriously
cant wait for the hols
theres gonna be somuch to do,yet so little time

5:22 PM

Thursday, May 3

i never knew that i actually gave people the impression that i dont like JJ
but its kind of true
to a small extent,or rather a certain
its just,i dont feel like im myself in school
sometimes,just sometimes
i wish i could turn back time
how different it would be
and right now,i can feel the pressure on me
ive got to meet my own expectations as well as my parents
gosh,this is living hell
school is wearing me out
just today,i have to complete FIVE econs essay
i need a time out
i want to be away from here
take a vacation,better yet,fly to hong kong now
and SHOP TIL I DROP

met dennis for a while today
had such a good laugh
cause we saw something we shouldnt have seen
though it was a rather disturbing day
enjoyed his company nevertheless

7:33 PM

Tuesday, May 1

out with the girls today!

had soooo much fun

played volleyball with some friends we made there

there was this guy that graduated from JJ, so coincidental

we're suppose to meet them at the same spot next sat

and PEPSI COLA 1,2,3(uh huh.talk about childhood)

as well as captains ball with ziyas TP friends

im so envious

i think they can afford the time to go sentosa once a week

whereas weekends are so precious to me