If you're under the impression I'm alright
I guess you never noticed
I guess you might have known
I've been holding this together for so long
But I guess you might have noticed.
Monday, April 30
I guess you never noticed
I guess you might have known
I've been holding this together for so long
But I guess you might have noticed.
Saturday, April 28
grabbed this from ivy's blog
a pisture taken before our competition
we're on our own now
BUT WHERE'S YOUR HEART?
I FEEL ACCOMPLISHED, 50% COMPLETED
when all this pain is justified,
while all the time is passing by
now is when we clench our fists
knowing we can fight through this
the hours and the days are gone
the weeks and months are moving on
cant they see that nothing's gonna stop us now?
Friday, April 27
the guys in class formed a "band"
yes it was pretty funny
the live performance
a math lecture was sacrificed to produce this video
check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vyoqzr-buno
met up with bernie today
her life is so exciting now!
good catching up like that once in a while
was supposed to watch rugby match at ACSI
but it poured heavily so we left soon after
headed to holland vilage(SO MUCH FOOD!)
indulged in mudpies and sundaes at NYDC
i think its in no way comparable to gelare
theres even the providence bakery
like OMG very very awesome fingerlicking good stuff
bryan joined us,a pretty quiet guy with a SEXY voice
yup thats about it!
my weekend is gonna be boring
so much work to catch up on
cant wait to see my girls on tuesday
<3
thanks for sticking around
catch me if i fall
i dont know how much longer i can hold on
Thursday, April 26
OMG I CANT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED
I BROKE MY TOILET DOOR
YES, BROKE IT
then called dad immediately
he said i shopuldnt go to the gym anymore
swear it was an honest mistake
see, i was trying to rush so i could go out and meet my family for dinner
the door just wouldnt bulge with little strength
so i yanked it real HARD
and who would have thought
it gave way and fell out of place
stupid door, so bloody low quality
not my fault at all
probably have to get people to repair it
feel kind of guilty
AAAAHHHHHH
all the inconvenience its gonna cause
my bad, my bad
Wednesday, April 25
MATCH AGAINST NJ
DEFEATED
2-0
its so saddening
we put up a good fight
the best in fact
coach really shouldnt have put me up as forward
gosh,what a disappointment
we have less than a year to train
next year, we'll definately be BETTER
and STRONGER
as long as we stand together
and train HARD, theres nothing to stop us
alls well now =)
Tuesday, April 24
no words can describe the disappointment im feeling
the anger within
the regrets i have to live with
i thought you'll understand
im such a fool
Monday, April 23
OMG THIS IS A VERY SMALL WORLD
shit now im afraid
match POSTPONED to tomorrow due to heavy pour
8am in the morning
essentially that means i'll have to miss lessons again
which really sucks given the fact that i have no idea what was taught today for econs
oh yes,jenmey,ivy and i played tennis today
was picking balls more than we were actually playing
still,had so much fun
we were discussing about getting our very own team bags
and addidas jerseys
it'll be so neat
we should also have team bra,socks,bottles,shoes!
HAHA EVERYTHING
oh i went to four bakeries today
im such a happy girl
okay, looking forward to tomorrow!
gonna work on my PI again
bloody hell,i foresee myself getting a D for PW
Saturday, April 21
okay today was pretty awesome
managed to spend some time with EILEENHOO
took damn long to find a decent place to eat
to think we actually walked out of miss clarity
ive always thought it looked good, just from the outside that is
wanted to pluck our brows,but didnt manage to due to insufficient time
oh yes,we sure had alot of fun in the dressing room
then met up with eric!
went dessert hunting all around
tcc would have been ideal but it was open air!
yup so we went swensens,for banana crumble
damn sinful,seems like whenever eric and i meet up
we end up indulging in sinful sweet treats
oh,i realised theres actually four coffeeshops near my school
and three bakeries!YES LIKE OMG THIS IS SO GREAT
and three bakeries!YES LIKE OMG THIS IS SO GREAT
im so gonna open a bakery before im 30
after working as an accountant for maybe 4/5 years
yes this is my dream
Wednesday, April 18
met up with CALEB CHAN today
yes there were a lot of bitching and teasings(not the flirtatious kind)
like how it was back then
caleb must be the most spastic person ever
caleb must be the most spastic person ever
and he loves to annoy me,like he totally cracks up when im mad
he does the stupidest thing like messing up my hair,calling me names like slut,whore etc
yet,somehow its comfortable being around him
and talking abt everything under the sun
our usual talk always include KIMBERLY LENG
yes those were the days
we really have matured a lot as time goes by
and looking back,i was pretty dumb and naive
oh well,today was pretty great in all
camwhoring in pizza hut,grocery shopping,magazine browsing
he'll be taking me to holland v the next time
oh my, all the glorious food
chem test was actually okay today
chem test was actually okay today
though it wouldnt affect me much if i flunk
maths test is coming soon
that,would ruin my entire day if i dont score
i like the scent ralph lauren black alot
it really reminds me of someone
its amazing how a scent can make you remisnice
this is a BAD picture taken by the waiter
LOOK HOW SPASTIC HE IS
Tuesday, April 17
I NEED AN ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT
maybe someday,it might happen to me again
i wasnt born the way i am today
circumstaces has shaped me and is constantly morphing me
my mindset,transformed
i dont take pride in the things ive done/been doing
nor dwell much on past glories
and since things have gotten this far
is there a way out now?
and now,when you think back
does it set you thinking?
Monday, April 16
okay it was a TIE
a pretty good match to watch i must say
yess TP is HUGE
we were like some country pumpkin
fascinated by all the vending machines we've never seen before
like the machine that sells sandwiches and burgers
and even ice cream!
and the water cooler is in the wall
doesnt potrude out
OMG IM SO IMPRESSED
jack, you're so lucky!
gosh its another mundane week again
TSK so sick of school
somemore nerrine is transferring class
im gonna miss her!
and im gonna get my allowance cut
bloody hell,long story
all because of that bitch
i am close to being on the verge of tears just even thinking abt it
and its only so because im so mad
ah fuck, shall not rant anymore
was talking to danial
he said he missed my bimbotic talks.lol
i miss OG13 a lot too!
and danial of course,hes coming again on 11thmay!
i need a little more of what you can offer
Sunday, April 15
OH MAN
at last my laptop has been fixed and desktop replaced
gosh now i know how much they mean to me
oh there's a match against PJ tomorrow
so exciting!
its really strange though, that we have to wear skirts
yep got my stick a week ago
but it looks really old and damaged now=(
sigh life hasnt exactly been good
another exhausting week,with many deadlines to meet
im gonna be drained real soon
it has been raining every afternoon since sunday
the weather is finally good this weekend.YAY
oh NY soccer team came twice this week
brought back so much memories seeing a big group of people in the pe tee
someday i'll go back with eileen
and we'll head straight for the gym!
i need more clothes
time for online shopping!
im such a fool
not again
my pretty baby! =)
look at the damage done after ONE training
Saturday, April 7
SHOT THROUGH THE HEART
AND YOU'RE TO BLAME DARLING
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
its still in my head!
had the most amazing time at KBOX today
with jacklyn and dine!
we sang from 4.30 all the way to 9.00
all the songs in the world
like my pri sch addiction.JAY CHOU
i havent sung his songs ever since
and crappy shits like IM A BIG BIG GIRL IN A BIG BIG WORLD
hahah and many others
it was silly singing those songs
yet,managed to evoke some kinda nostalgia
dine and jacklyn sang canto duet
its really enjoyable listening to them
oh we had BUFFET too
the food is not that bad actually
RUM AND RAISIN ice cream!!!!!!!
all in all,its an awesome day and great time spent with my girl
LOVES
I LOVE YOU BABE!
my lovely girls
look at jacklyn!CUTE.
they were singing
Friday, April 6
omg im so mad now
bloody hell i hate last minute changes with no valid reasons
like hello? i was looking forward to this okay
DAMN IT IM SO FUCKING PISSED
Wednesday, April 4
my school is having blood donation drive
reminded me of the NY days when
i was so reluctant to donate my PRECIOUS blood
IM DAMN SCARED OF PAIN
and needles? NO WAY unless its life threatening
okay today was a messed up day
training called off and then resumed again
TSK TSK we look like fools walking around countless times with the sticks
got into the team, that means three trainings per week=NO LIFE
but its really fun though
upcoming matches with PJ,VJ,NJ
think we're gonna lose
AH WELL must train hard!
SYF's on monday and i have bloody school
im missing out again!couldnt go for the last concert
BOO =(
ALL THE WAY KCB,im sure with mr sim
anything is possible!
oh i fell asleep during chem lecture today
jasmine did too
and next thing i know
she POKED me with her pen
and said i woke her up with my SNORE
OMG I DONT BELIEVE
I ACTUALLY SNORE?
cant wait to see my girls on fri =)
Tuesday, April 3
was doing my online shopping and
look at this baby! so pretty
but 
theres no size, TSK TSK =(
theres no size, TSK TSK =(school has been nothing but mundane today
the only fun part is probably during chinese
with the back row gang
played BINGO!
this time winner has to stand up
nerrine did,and the chinese teacher was like"whats you problem"
leg cramp! lol
yes some girls in my class are just too quiet
cant stand even sitting on the same table as them
i mean like seriously,make some noise?
i mean like seriously,make some noise?
i've been having serious mood swings
cause school really bores me so much sometimes
i feel like RUNNING AWAY in the middle of the day
oh my sister was like asking me the other day
if bald people actually feel lighter
oh well im gonna find out when im like 60+
old,wrinkled,ugly, yes that'll be it
im gonna get hold of some nicholas sparks books this week!
I WANNA WA
TCH THIS!
TCH THIS!
bridge to terabithia, doesnt it remind you of the old times?
when mrs low taught literature
and how she would make us point out our fingers
1)understand
2)dont understand
3)repeat
soemthing like that, ah well those were the days