forget the death of me

Saturday, February 26

happy birthday abi!!!
i love my sister. she's so happy today. ran around the whole house playing with a ball. got her a book. she love it so much and she hugged me! haha. can't imagine life without her. ever since her arrival. each day is always better than the other. did this video. quite dumb. haha. mel had a share in it. gonna view it ten years later and reflect on my dumbness. more like our dumbness. haha.
white noise sucks. horror movies nowadays don't live up to the standard anymore. that's really sad. one day. i'll probably direct a horror movie. haha. that's a dream.

10:28 PM

Friday, February 25

hmm. back not long ago. i love service. i love god. saw a clip of how this lame girl was healed. she was in great pain but she had so much faith. and she was healed! miracles do happen. with god around nothing is impossible. =)

11:36 PM

Monday, February 21

i knew it all along
this was too good to be true
quit lying to yourself
you're not serious about me
you never were
i don't mean anything to you
you don't even know me to begin with

too painful to hold on,too hard to let go
if only you didn't mean so much..

11:35 PM

Sunday, February 20

okay. great. so that's how you feel. whatever. seriously. life just can't be better. things you say. you never thought of how much it hurts. give me a break.

3:26 PM

Tuesday, February 15

man. i love school today!!! music everywhere!! this is how our school should be everyday not just for valentines day. =) how nice.

8:30 PM

Friday, February 11

someone. tell me what to do. i can't do this anymore.

10:54 PM

Friday, February 4

gosh. dad had an accident. he's fine but the car is not. in a really bad condition. crap. no car for two weeks. at least my dad is fine. thank god. woo. chinese new year is coming. i can hardly wait.

10:53 PM

i don't know what's on your mind. i don't know what you want. living in confusion. i can't comprehend anything. disappointment always seems to cross my path. man. maybe its true. maybe its not. somehow it doesn't really matter anymore. sigh. i don't know.

6:36 PM