forget the death of me

Wednesday, August 29

last training before promos yesterday
i felt drained barely two hours into the session
it rained quite heavily and the soccer guys were having interhouse
and being guys, they just continued playing
xiao fen said school ends at 8.30 on friday, which is so dumb togo to school for just one hour
then it'll be back to kcp, where the fond memories dwell
and the super cheap and good canteen food
JJ has good food too, other than the very unhealthy stuffs
imagine three stalls selling wedges EVERYDAY,
you'll find ice cream, cookies, pratas, fries, burgers with fried chicken/fish etc as well
oh its less than a month to promos and theres at least two chapters of organic chem to go
i hate the exam period!
shall head to true spa soon

5:33 AM

Wednesday, August 22

ran 5.2km today!havent done so in a long time

while we were training,we were told that we HAVE to participate in some yoga thing

which will be broadcasted on the indian channel,the one after central on 1st sep

we waited for like almost an hour for the indian yoga instructor

and the camera crew came even later

he did this rocking thing whoch was freaking hilarious

plus the fact that he's quite flabby makes it even funnier

he was like rocking to and fro

and we have to do all sorts of weird stunts

oh yes i never knew christians arent suppose to do yoga

cause it originated from hinduism,thats what sharon said

oh well it was pretty fun

to think most of us were very reluctant to go

HOCKEY interhouse tmr!

hope everything goes well

8:30 PM

Tuesday, August 21

i found out that

i can tie a knot with a cherry stalk using my tongue

cause my retarded sister challenged me to do it

theres hockey everyday this week other than monday

so tiring,i need more MOTIVATION to study when i get home late!

my parents are so keen in sending me t0 aussie to study next year

but life's too comfortable here for me to leave

and giving up all the good food here?

NO WAY

5:57 AM

Thursday, August 16

most people think of JJ as the school with air conditioner in every classroom

and they think to themselves,"oh how great that must be"

but they have no idea that JJ has this school rule which all JJcians are to comply

and that is that the air conditioners can only be utilised at 9

so technically,we are all to suffer the intense heat for an hour every morning

and there are no fans in school!

today was like no other.HOT LIKE HELL

to make matters worse

mrs tan noticed that the airconditioner was turned on way too early this time!

peng xiang was right to rebute

that the principle only implemented such rule as he is oblivious to the sufferings we had to go through

and that is not supprising since he sits in the comfort of his own office

oh well one and a half year to go!

oh there's a HUGE banner now near the field

thats counting down the number of days to A levels and promos

its so scary

10:01 PM

this is bad

my grades are horrendous

chem and math was a disappointment.tsk

oh well no point brooding really

promos is in 6 weeks

SIGH i have forgotten how to mug!

4:45 PM

Monday, August 13

ohmygoodness i need to vent my anger here

so this is what happened today

i was on the bus,heading home after training

as i sat down,my stick accidentally brushed pass this woman's shoulder

and her first reaction was to TSK loudly and to brush off the "dirt" frantically even after my apology

okay thats not the end.for her,its REVENGE time

then after a while,i fell asleep

she brushed this bottle with condensed water across my thighs

andmade me jumped up with a shock(obviously since i was sleeping)

thinking that it was a pure accident,i just moved further away from her

then she repeated it a few times randomly during the ride

by this time,i was already slightly annoyed

when we were reaching, she swung this bag she was carrying(as she turned behind)and it hit my head!

yes right smacked into my head.oh boy,she got me pissed

so i hit her.not the kind that inflict ANY degree of pain

just the really mild kind that says enough is enough

"why did you hit me?"

"you're so doing it on purpose"

"lame"

"eh hello,watch what you say"

"childish bitch"

"who's the one man"

"loser"

"fuck you"

"whatever"

WHAT THE HELL damn that bitch

SCREW YOU SCREW YOU SCREW YOU

if she had crossed the line further

i might actually hit her with my stick

god oh god,forgive me for being so unforgiving

i shall pray more often and meditate on your words

8:11 PM

Sunday, August 12

i'll be going to HONG KONG for holidays!

OMG YAY YAY YAY

no more taiwan i suppose

taiwan is soooo gross (yichuan and dine would STRONGLY disagree)

all the people with no dress sense

like a street full of ah lians

hoong kongg!all the hong kong cafes and tim sum.YUM

okay now i need a schedule to lose some fats before the trip

a pretty funny incident happened tyhe other day

and i've really learnt that some things are not meant to be shared

my dad was nagging and nagging

and obviously i got irritated

so after he left the room

i said idiot(intended for it to be barely audible)

which wasnt meant for him to hear

since it was just me venting the "anger"

and omg,he immediately turned back and i got a half an hour lecture

i swear i was cursing myself the moment he reacted

like i really cant keep my mouth shut at the approprite time

dang i need anger management!!!!!

8:24 PM

Thursday, August 9

something i deleted from my friendster account

its no longer in my com

so its here now for me to laugh at the silly old days we've had

oh went grocery shopping with daddy just now

i lost my temper twice cause of some stupid bitches

i really NEED anger management

its really hard to control

this woman ignored my warning of moving her son aside

and let my trolley rolled over her son's foot

i've already reminded and apologized

but daddy insisted it was MY(me and only me)fault.WTH

NOT FAIR!
i need serious help before i kill someone on the streets

this is a random picture of my baby sister

Don't you get it?

I made an attempt to piece it all together

And I've found your love lost in the sky

Hiding inside the horrible weatherWe'll watch it all come down

5:17 PM

Wednesday, August 8

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALIWI!

watched simpsons with cuthbert,it was quite hilarious

we had fun at spotlight!

i want to learn how to do cross stitching after promos or As
oh yes,we saw many familiar people,singapore is really small

the celebration went great,

lots of gossips and catching up over pizzas
we found out today that val and i love to "stalk" people.haha

and we planned to do many things after promos

like going to mel's house for slumber party and paint our nails in different colours!

and of course sentosa to get our nice bronze tan

its six weeks to promos

feels like a long time from now
there's a lot more to be covered in school and promos only 40%,its really strange

its really amazing how we're all so far from each other

yet we make it a point to meet up to celebrate everyone's birthday and to catch up

mel will compile all our pics taken in the entire year into some kind of collage

and we can make one every year even until we get married!

we met MRS TAY OI LIN!

such a pleasant suprise

it s funny thinking of how she used to reprimand us and chase us for long overdued homework

she'll call our names and make us stand and im always one of them

along we jo, nic and del(the gang)

those were the days, i really miss those times

mrs tay and mdm leow(my math tutor) really made a difference in my life

without them,i'll probably still hate math ,but i dont anymore

tomorrow is family day!

my day today was great,thanks to the wonderful people in my life

what more can i ask for =)

this is the birthday girl

i love my yellow nail.couldnt resist and bought it

smile pretty for baby

valerie!

mel the lizzard

while waiting for the seats,we took some pics

val and i

MALIWI!WIDE SMILE

notice the nice colour combination

we are colouful people!

and again

yellow is love

dine looks like a lizzard!lol

XOXO
I LOVE MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE <3>

11:24 PM

Sunday, August 5

im dreading the day i get back econs
i'll probably be the worst,this is pathetic
theres class outing at sentosa today
and i have to miss it for tuition!
which was unproductive today
my maths class is so multi racial now
oh well,theres this new girl who sulks a lot
i might be going to brunei(the place where the sultan has golden toiletbowl) next week
to pick up my grandmother
ah yes i can wait for the long weekend!
there's so much to do

I MISS YOU JACKLYN WU!WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!
AND JO,YOU HAVE YET TO CALL!

6:15 PM

Wednesday, August 1

like how alex would simply put it
its GG for the common test
econs was so screwed
like i might not even get 10/50
could barely comprehend the damn text plus it was hell to stay awake
chem was only slightly better today
oh well two more days and it shall all be over =)

2:14 PM