NO MORE NONSENSE PLEASE
i think im going to burst
im sooo pissed, that i actually feel my heart tightening for a moment
attendance has been so terrible
and WOW,record breaking of 8 girls today
i get lame excuses, what meetings, injuries.WHOLE LOT OF CRAP
im thinking of two people specifically
no.1 meeting from 9-7
do you have to be present for EVERY meeting
and the meeting is so fucking long (10 hours)
HA, do you take me for a fool
even if so,
is there no such thing as handphones for your friends to convey the message to you
you have time to work, but no time to go for training
you have not been coming for training ever since PROMOS is OVER
first you're sick, now you're simply too busy
and we dont hear from you
where the hell is your sense of responsibility
i asked why your meeting is so long
and you fucking went offline
or maybe you blocked me
im still expecting a message telling for an answer
FUCK, and you another one
so now you have knee injury huh
siti tried to call you countless of times
and you dont even have the courtesy to pick up and answer the fucking phone
what do you do, you reject her call and you dont bother at all
do we have to go up to your house just to hear your lame shit
you say you're still keen, as you said, but we dont see you, dont hear from you
and you want to be part of the team?
im sorry, your standard is now far from us
and continue skipping, you're so not making it to the team
missing for so long and suddenly she has knee problem
im sorry, but excuse me, you're a really great story teller
dont think that because we're short of people,
WE NEED YOU
i cant be bothered if i sound unreasonable or anything
if you cant commit, get out!
so i dont have to get mad seeing the crosses on the attendance list
fuck, it really drives me mad
if we have to disband just because you people cannot commit, then SCREW you all
it doesnt bother me at all if you see this
and talk bad about me behind my back, or better in front of me
cause i dont see myself being the one with a problem here
i love hockey too much and you people dont deserve to play
i dont hate you, but i hate your fucking attitude
we want commited players
not people who wants to take hockey as a leisure sport
hockey is my passion, and im willing to sacrifice my time
though i complained sometimes, only rarely, cause of tiredness
but i dont skip just because i dont feel very well (mild aches or what nots)
if i have events, i'll change it
so why cant you all do the same
i only remeber missing two trainings
one was because of sore eyes and another tuition session that i tried to change but failed
and siti, she has NEVER skipped any
and a few more commited team mates
if we can do it, why cant you?
dont you give me anymore silly excuses
cause im not buying any of the nonsense
i sound harsh but when i see the others (commited players)
training so hard
i cant help but get mad at those who have been missing in action
IS THIS FAIR TO US?
i find it so hard to really give my everything
just because there is barely any team spirit
or passion from EVERYONE
its a waste,DARN
on a lighter note, had dinner with cuthbert's dad todaywith fok also
didnt go too bad i guess, funny conversations
okay im obessed with my sister
love her to bits
shall watch twelve dancing princesses with her again tmr
oh this is her first time wearing tights!
